she wnna (feat. KANEDA7)

In 'she wnna (feat. KANEDA7),' Suicidal-Idol delves into the complex interplay between fame, love, and emotional turmoil. The song opens with the protagonist acknowledging that his fame, symbolized by his presence on TV, attracts a certain type of attention. The girl in question is drawn to his status and the material benefits it can provide, such as shopping sprees and luxury items like Louis Vuitton and diamond rings. This sets the stage for a relationship that is as much about superficial allure as it is about genuine connection.

As the song progresses, the lyrics reveal a deeper emotional struggle. The protagonist feels isolated despite the girl's affection, as evidenced by lines like 'She wanna kiss me through my phone / Doesn't change that I'm alone.' This juxtaposition of physical closeness and emotional distance highlights the hollow nature of their relationship. The protagonist's self-description as 'a corpse, just skin and bones' and 'a clown' further underscores his feelings of emptiness and self-deprecation, exacerbated by substance abuse ('doesn't help it's full of downers').

The song takes a darker turn as it explores themes of betrayal and emotional pain. The protagonist's anger and resentment come to the forefront with lines like 'I just don't give a fuck, gave my heart to a slut' and 'Every time she's in my head, it's filled with blood and gore.' These visceral images convey a sense of deep hurt and disillusionment, suggesting that the relationship has left lasting scars. The repeated refrain 'She wanna kiss me till I fall' serves as a haunting reminder of the cyclical nature of their toxic relationship, where moments of affection are fleeting and ultimately lead to further emotional collapse.