Say My Name

In 'Say My Name,' suisside delves deep into the complexities of self-identity and emotional turmoil. The song opens with a confession of vulnerability, as the artist admits to never having the courage to express their true feelings. This sets the stage for a narrative that explores themes of theft—not in the literal sense, but as a metaphor for emotional and psychological invasion. The line 'Take it all just take it all where did you learn to steal?' suggests a sense of betrayal and loss, as if someone has taken away the artist's ability to feel or express themselves freely.

The chorus, 'Say my name!' acts as a desperate plea for recognition and validation. It’s a cry for someone to acknowledge their existence and struggles. The artist's dialogue with their 'only friend' instead of 'them' indicates a preference for solitude or a trusted confidant over the judgmental eyes of society. This friend could be a metaphor for the artist's inner self or a higher power they turn to for answers. The questions posed—'Why am I gay? Why am I straight? Why am I forced to love this life?'—highlight a profound confusion about sexual orientation, purpose, and existence. These lines capture the essence of a person grappling with their identity and societal expectations.

The repeated phrase 'I'm taking the long way home' symbolizes a journey of self-discovery. It suggests that the path to understanding oneself is not straightforward but filled with detours and challenges. The repetition emphasizes the ongoing nature of this journey, indicating that the artist is still in the process of finding their way. The song closes with a reiteration of the initial lines, bringing the listener full circle and reinforcing the themes of vulnerability and the quest for self-identity. Through 'Say My Name,' suisside offers a raw and honest portrayal of the struggles many face in understanding who they are and finding their place in the world.