What Am I to Say?

Sum 41's 'What Am I to Say?' delves into the emotional turmoil of a relationship that has lost its way. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with apathy and confusion, trying to make sense of their feelings and the state of their relationship. The opening lines, 'What am I to say? I'm all wrapped up in apathy,' set the tone for the song, highlighting the protagonist's emotional numbness and desire for clarity. This sense of being lost and the need for truth is a recurring theme throughout the song.

The chorus, 'How could you be the better part of me when we're only half of what we used to be, today?' reflects the protagonist's realization that the relationship is no longer fulfilling. The use of metaphors like 'the better part of me' and 'only half of what we used to be' emphasizes the deep connection that once existed and the stark contrast to the present state. The protagonist acknowledges that the relationship is no longer what they need, leading to the painful decision to leave, as expressed in the lines, 'And I'm leaving all the pieces how they fell. So goodbye, farewell.'

The song also touches on themes of self-reflection and accountability. Lines like 'I stand accused myself, sometimes I'm wrong, God help me' reveal the protagonist's internal struggle and recognition of their own flaws. The mention of not believing in Hell but feeling like they might be there tonight adds a layer of existential dread and highlights the depth of their emotional pain. Sum 41's punk rock style, characterized by raw and honest lyrics, amplifies the song's emotional impact, making 'What Am I to Say?' a poignant exploration of the complexities of love, loss, and self-discovery.