Happiness Machine

Take my breath away
I don't need it anyway
'Cause I'm fine here in my own forgotten world
Where I can be myself
Left with the hand undealt
And it's hard to get a grip
When you're holding on to something
You just let slip away

All these thoughts stuck in my mind
Spinning round like endless time
For once in my life
I do wanna feel something you call real
I don't think that I've got time for these scars to heal
And the days just go by leaving questions in my mind
I guess I'll find the answers someday in another life

Here with my old friend
The silence in the end
And it rings so loud but I cannot pretend
If I just close my eyes
And ask a thousand why's
Will it change or stay the same?
Will it ever go away?
The question still remains

All these thoughts stuck in my mind
Spinning round like endless time
For once in my life
I do wanna feel
Something you call real
I don't think that I've got time for these scars to heal
And the days just go by
Leaving questions in my mind
I guess I'll find the answers someday in another life

Warning signs read desolation
On the road of desperation
Happiness machines
I'm coming clean
What can you do for me?

I do wanna feel
Something you call real
And I don't think that I've got time for these scars to heal
All the days just go by
Leaving questions in my mind
I guess I'll find the answers someday in another life

So here, now I stand
At the end of a dark road out of hell
It's not so hard as I depart
What a way to become a man