Borderline
SUNMI
Struggling with Inner Turmoil: SUNMI's 'Borderline'
SUNMI's song 'Borderline' delves into the emotional and psychological struggles of maintaining a facade of being 'a good girl' while grappling with inner turmoil. The lyrics reveal a deep sense of conflict and instability, as the artist tries to present herself as composed and in control, despite feeling anything but. The repeated phrase 'I'm on the borderline' signifies a precarious balance between maintaining this facade and succumbing to her true feelings of distress and instability.
The song's lyrics also touch on the societal pressures and expectations placed on individuals, particularly women, to appear perfect and composed. SUNMI's reference to taking Xanax and the judgment she faces from others highlights the stigma surrounding mental health issues. The line 'Why people keep sayin' / What's wrong with her?' underscores the lack of understanding and empathy from society, which only adds to her sense of isolation and struggle.
Furthermore, the imagery of a bird living in her head and the chaotic description of her physical state ('Hands, hair, and words / Are all over the place') vividly convey the overwhelming nature of her internal battle. The plea for support ('Please, be on my side') reflects a desperate need for understanding and compassion from those around her. SUNMI's 'Borderline' is a poignant exploration of the challenges of mental health, societal expectations, and the quest for authenticity in the face of overwhelming pressure.