Average

Sushi Soucy's song 'Average' delves into the emotional turmoil and self-doubt that can arise from a single, seemingly innocuous word. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of the artist's internal struggle with self-worth and the impact of criticism, especially when it comes from someone they care about. The word 'average' becomes a haunting refrain, symbolizing the crushing weight of not meeting expectations and the subsequent retreat from creative expression.

The song explores the idea that one negative review can overshadow countless positive ones, leading the artist to question their abilities and worth. This is poignantly illustrated in the lines, 'One bad review / From someone you love / And suddenly it doesn’t matter who thinks you’re / Above average.' The artist's decision to stop acting and stick to writing, only to be their own harshest critic, underscores the paralyzing effect of self-doubt. The lyrics convey a sense of resignation and acceptance of mediocrity, as the artist labels themselves a failure and the 'worst he’s ever seen.'

Sushi Soucy also touches on the broader theme of the pressure to be exceptional, especially at a young age. The lines, 'God, it’s so hard to be good for your age / When you know that your work’s not good enough for the stage,' reflect the internal conflict between ambition and perceived inadequacy. The song captures the disheartening realization that early praise may have been misplaced, leading to a career that feels like a fleeting phase rather than a lasting passion. The metaphor of trading a piano for money symbolizes the temptation to abandon one's dreams in the face of relentless self-criticism.

'Average' is a raw and introspective exploration of the artist's journey through self-doubt, the impact of criticism, and the struggle to find self-acceptance. It resonates with anyone who has ever felt the sting of not measuring up and the challenge of maintaining passion in the face of adversity.