Meant To Stay Hid

SYML's 'Meant To Stay Hid' is a poignant exploration of grief, loss, and the struggle to cope with the absence of a loved one. The song's lyrics convey a deep sense of confusion and emotional turmoil, as the narrator grapples with the overwhelming feelings that accompany such a profound loss. The opening lines, 'I wasn't built for this / My head can't make any damn sense of this,' immediately set the tone for the song, highlighting the narrator's inability to process the situation. This sense of disorientation is further emphasized by the lines, 'Can't remember the smell / And I can't recall the taste / But I try every day,' which suggest a desperate attempt to hold onto fading memories.

The recurring theme of fear and the desire for strength is central to the song. The narrator expresses a wish to 'shine a light up to space' and be 'strong enough to see your face,' indicating a longing to reconnect with the lost loved one. This metaphorical light represents hope and the courage needed to face the pain of loss. The repeated plea for 'one more day' underscores the narrator's yearning for more time, a common sentiment among those grieving.

The discovery of hidden notes adds another layer of emotional depth to the song. These notes, which contain 'secrets and fears that were meant to stay hid,' serve as a tangible connection to the deceased, yet they also amplify the sense of emptiness and sorrow. The act of moving belongings out of the loved one's room is described as leaving the narrator 'emptier than the room where you stayed,' a powerful metaphor for the void left by their absence. SYML's haunting melody and evocative lyrics create a deeply moving portrayal of the complexities of grief and the enduring impact of loss.