Ainda Penso

Taís Alvarenga's song 'Ainda Penso' delves into the complex emotions of lingering thoughts and unresolved feelings after a relationship has ended. The lyrics are a poignant exploration of the narrator's struggle to move on, despite knowing that the relationship is over. The repeated apologies for still being present and the curiosity about the ex-partner's well-being highlight a deep sense of attachment and a difficulty in letting go. The narrator wishes for the ex-partner's happiness, even if it means they are happier without her, showcasing a selfless yet painful acceptance of the situation.

The song also touches on the theme of self-doubt and introspection. The narrator questions how the new partner manages to bring happiness to the ex, something she feels she couldn't achieve despite having 'everything.' This introspection leads to a loss of self-worth, as she admits to having 'lost reason.' The lyrics 'Onde será que eu fiquei aí dentro?' (Where did I stay inside you?) and 'E o quase tudo que eu dei já se foi' (And almost everything I gave is gone) reflect a sense of emptiness and the fleeting nature of the relationship's impact.

'Ainda Penso' also captures the cyclical nature of trying to move on. The narrator acknowledges that the ex-partner cannot return, yet she finds herself continuously thinking about them and searching for closure. The repetition of 'Sei que você não pode mais voltar' (I know you can't come back) followed by 'É que eu ainda penso' (It's just that I still think) emphasizes this internal conflict. The song ends on a note of unresolved longing, as the narrator admits to not wanting to see the end, despite knowing it's inevitable. This emotional turmoil is a universal experience, making the song relatable to anyone who has struggled with letting go of a past relationship.