I Was a Fool

Tegan and Sara's song 'I Was a Fool' delves into the emotional turmoil of unrequited love and the pain of being taken for granted. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone who has gone to great lengths to win the affection of their partner, only to be met with indifference and blame. The opening lines, 'Do you remember I searched you out? How I climbed your city's walls,' suggest a relentless pursuit and a deep commitment to the relationship. This devotion is further emphasized by the repeated phrase, 'I was a fool for love,' highlighting the speaker's realization of their own naivety and the futility of their efforts.

The song's narrative continues with the speaker recounting how they 'stuck around' and 'did behave,' always being there to save their partner. Despite their unwavering support, they are met with blame and emotional withdrawal, as indicated by the lines, 'Then you blamed me and blocked me out. How long did you think I'd last?' This pattern of behavior underscores the imbalance in the relationship, where one person is constantly giving while the other takes without reciprocation. The repeated refrain, 'Love like ours is never fixed,' serves as a poignant reminder of the inherent flaws and instability in their connection.

In the final verse, the speaker acknowledges the possibility of change, but also warns that their 'foolish heart' remains unchanged. This admission reflects a deep-seated vulnerability and a recognition that their capacity for love, despite its foolishness, is an integral part of who they are. The song concludes with a reiteration of the speaker's unwavering devotion, even in the face of unreturned affection. Tegan and Sara's poignant lyrics and emotive delivery capture the essence of the heartache and resilience that often accompany unrequited love, making 'I Was a Fool' a powerful exploration of the complexities of human relationships.