I Wish I Was

The Avett Brothers' song 'I Wish I Was' is a poignant exploration of longing and the desire to be intimately connected with someone. The lyrics are rich with metaphors, each verse expressing a different way the narrator wishes to be a part of the beloved's life. The imagery of being a flame, a tune, and a sweater all convey a sense of wanting to provide comfort, warmth, and joy without causing any disruption or discomfort. These metaphors highlight the narrator's deep yearning to be close to the beloved in a way that is both meaningful and unobtrusive.

The recurring question in the chorus, 'But if I get too close, will the magic fade?' reflects a common fear in relationships—the fear that intimacy might lead to disillusionment or rejection. This vulnerability is a central theme in the song, as the narrator grapples with the uncertainty of how their closeness might affect the relationship. The lines 'Would I turn you off or away?' and 'If I pull you in, now would I push you out?' underscore the delicate balance of wanting to be close while fearing the potential consequences.

In the final verse, the narrator shifts from metaphor to reality, revealing their true self: 'I'm not a song, I am not a sweater, I'm not a fire, I am something better.' This declaration signifies a moment of self-acceptance and honesty. The narrator is a man in love, writing a heartfelt letter, hoping that the beloved will accept and cherish it. The closing lines, 'Will you take it? Will you keep it? Will you read it? Believe it. I love you. I'm sorry,' encapsulate the raw emotion and sincerity of the narrator's feelings, making the song a touching ode to love and vulnerability.