Here I Dreamt I Was An Architect

The Decemberists' song 'Here I Dreamt I Was An Architect' delves into themes of identity, aspiration, and the transient nature of life. The lyrics present a series of dreamlike scenarios where the narrator imagines himself in various roles—a soldier, an architect, and a Spaniard—each representing different facets of his desires and struggles. These roles are not just professions but metaphors for the narrator's attempts to find meaning and stability in a chaotic world.

In the first verse, the narrator dreams of being a soldier marching through Birkenau, a reference to the infamous Nazi concentration camp. This imagery evokes a sense of duty and sacrifice, yet the narrator admits he would do anything to be with his loved one, except lay down his rifle. This juxtaposition highlights the conflict between personal desires and larger responsibilities, a recurring theme in the song.

The second verse shifts to the dream of being an architect, where the narrator builds a balustrade to protect his loved one. Despite his efforts, the structure fails, symbolizing the futility of trying to control or safeguard against life's uncertainties. The collapse of the structure signifies a release from these constraints, allowing for freedom but also exposing the fragility of human endeavors.

In the final verse, the narrator imagines himself as a Spaniard, living a life of passion and danger. The imagery of marionettes and courtesans suggests a world of artifice and fleeting pleasures. The reference to living 'this close to death' underscores the precariousness of their existence, emphasizing the theme of impermanence that runs throughout the song. The repeated refrain of 'Alright, it's okay, guess it's better to turn this way' serves as a resigned acceptance of life's unpredictability and the inevitability of change.