Outer Ego

The Fin's song 'Outer Ego' delves into the complexities of inner struggles and the quest for self-discovery. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person grappling with feelings of isolation and insignificance. The opening lines, 'When the winter's gone / With some ice left / Silence is only a friend of mine,' set a melancholic tone, suggesting a lingering coldness and solitude even as seasons change. This imagery of winter and silence symbolizes a period of emotional dormancy and introspection.

As the song progresses, the narrator expresses a sense of being left behind and disconnected, 'Awake until dawn / I'm left behind / Counting stars don't help me to feel alive.' This highlights the futile attempts to find meaning and connection in the vastness of the universe. The repeated plea, 'Don't take what we have away / Although it won't be a big deal for the world,' underscores the importance of personal relationships and shared experiences, even if they seem insignificant on a global scale. The song suggests that these connections can bring 'brighter colors' into one's world, offering hope and vibrancy amid the darkness.

The chorus, 'Everything flows through my self / It's blue / I'll lose some elements of my ego / It's true,' reflects a journey of self-awareness and transformation. The color blue often symbolizes depth and introspection, indicating a deep emotional state. The idea of losing elements of the ego points to shedding superficial layers and embracing a more authentic self. The song concludes with a hopeful note, 'Every moment you find yourself in you / You will see some colors brighter in your world,' emphasizing the potential for personal growth and the discovery of inner beauty and resilience through self-reflection and emotional honesty.