Sinner

The song 'Sinner' by The Last Dinner Party delves into the themes of innocence, longing, and the complexities of human relationships. The lyrics express a deep yearning for a time when interactions were pure and untainted by the complexities of adulthood. The repeated line, 'I wish I knew you back when we were both small,' highlights a desire to return to a simpler, more innocent time. This longing is further emphasized by the contrast between the innocence of childhood and the perceived sinfulness of adult relationships.

The metaphor of sin is central to the song, symbolizing the loss of innocence and the guilt that often accompanies adult desires and actions. The lines 'Before it felt like a sin' and 'Pray for me on your knees' suggest a struggle with feelings of guilt and a desire for redemption. The imagery of prayer and cleansing, such as 'Wash the sin from your back' and 'Cleanse my soul,' evokes a sense of seeking forgiveness and purification. This spiritual undertone adds depth to the song, suggesting that the longing for innocence is not just about personal relationships but also about a deeper, existential quest for purity and wholeness.

The song also touches on the theme of escape and the desire to leave behind the cold, impersonal world of adulthood. The lines 'There’s nothing for me here where the world is small' and 'Back in the city, cold eyes and lips of dust' paint a picture of a world that is emotionally barren and unfulfilling. The plea to 'Turn to the altar of lust' and the invitation to 'Stay through the night' reflect a desire to find solace and connection in intimate relationships, even if they are tinged with guilt and sin. This duality of seeking both escape and redemption makes 'Sinner' a poignant exploration of the human condition.