My Ordinary Life

They tell me keep it simple
I tell them take it slow
I feed and water an idea
So I let it grow
I tell them take it easy
They laugh and tell me no
It’s cool but I don’t see them laughing
At my money though

They spittin facts at me
I'm spittin tracks, catch me?
I'm spinning gold out my records
Know you can’t combat me
They tell me Jesus walks
I tell them money talks
Bling got me chill
'Cause I'm living in an ice box

They tell me I've been sleepin'
I say I'm wide awake
Tracks hot and ready
So they call me Mister E-Z Bake
They say the grass is greener
I think my grass is dank
Drivin' with a drank
On an empty tank to the bank

Do you feel me?
Take a look inside my brain
The people always different
But it always feels the same
That’s the real me
Pop the champagne
The haters wanna hurt me
And I'm laughin at the pain

Stayin' still, eyes closed
Let the world just pass me by
Pain pills, nice clothes
If I fall I think I’ll fly
Touch me, Midas
Make me part of your design
None to guide us
I feel fear for the very last time

They tell me that I'm special
I smile and shake my head
I’ll give them stories to tell friends
About the things I said
They tell me I'm so humble
I say I'm turning red
They let me lie to them
And don’t feel like they’ve been misled

They give so much to me
I'm losing touch, get me?
Served on a silver platter
Ask for seconds they just let me
They tell me I'm a God
I'm lost in the facade
Six feet off the ground at all times
I think I'm feelin' odd

No matter what I make
They never see mistakes
Makin' so much bread
I don’t care that they’re just being fake
They tell me they’re below me
I act like I'm above
The people blend together
But I would be lost without their love

Can you heal me?
Have I gained too much?
When you become untouchable you’re unable to touch
Is there a real me?
Pop the champagne
It hurts me just to think
And I don’t do pain

Stayin' still, eyes closed
Let the world just pass me by
Pain pills, nice clothes
If I fall I think I’ll fly
Touch me, Midas
Make me part of your design
None to guide us
I feel fear for the very last time

Lay still, restless
Losing sleep while I lose my mind
All thrill, no stress
All my muses left behind
World is, below
So high up, I'm near divine
Lean in, let go
I feel fear for the very last time