This Love

The Magic Numbers' song 'This Love' delves into the complex emotions surrounding a failed relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of regret and sorrow, as the narrator reflects on the choices that led to the end of a significant love. The opening lines, 'Through the gates of lying she left / Through the years I've wept,' suggest a betrayal or a series of misunderstandings that culminated in the departure of a loved one. The imagery of lying face down in the ground conveys a sense of defeat and helplessness, emphasizing the depth of the narrator's despair.

The recurring question, 'Why did I choose to refuse you / It's not that I used you,' reveals the internal conflict and self-blame the narrator feels. This line suggests that the narrator's refusal to fully commit or believe in the relationship was not out of malice but perhaps out of fear or insecurity. The repeated assertion that 'you never let go / Or at least I think so' indicates a lingering doubt and a hope that the love was mutual, even if it was ultimately unfulfilled.

The chorus, 'I don't wanna know This Love / It's all I'll ever have,' encapsulates the central theme of the song. The narrator is torn between the pain of remembering the love and the desire to move on. The phrase 'This love / This heart / This is waking up' suggests a painful awakening to the reality of the situation, while 'Maybe we can learn' hints at the possibility of growth and understanding from the experience. The song's melancholic tone and introspective lyrics resonate with anyone who has experienced the heartache of a lost love, making it a poignant reflection on the complexities of human relationships.