El Abismo (Acto V: Estuvimos a Nada de Serlo Todo)
The Mills
The Abyss of Almost: A Tale of Lost Love
The song 'El Abismo (Acto V: Estuvimos a Nada de Serlo Todo)' by The Mills is a poignant exploration of a love that almost was. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of intimate moments shared between two people, moments filled with connection, passion, and a deep sense of longing. The recurring theme of 'estuvimos a nada de serlo todo' (we were so close to being everything) underscores the sense of missed opportunity and the pain of what could have been. The singer reminisces about the times when their hands touched, their eyes met, and their lips kissed with the force of rivers, alluding to the powerful emotions that once flowed between them.
The song delves into the emotional aftermath of this near-perfect love. The singer asks to be remembered in moments of solitude and cold, evoking the lingering presence of their past relationship through sensory memories like the smell on a pillow or the sweat on a bed. These vivid images serve to highlight the depth of the connection they once shared and the void left in its absence. The mention of a 'black pearl' on the face that leaves the singer speechless adds a layer of poetic beauty, symbolizing a unique and unforgettable aspect of their lover.
As the song progresses, the singer's desperation becomes more palpable. They call out in the night, whispering the lover's name, and seducing fate in the hope of rekindling what was lost. The final verses reveal a profound sense of despair, with the singer identifying as a 'suicida' (suicide) and the lover as 'el abismo' (the abyss), suggesting that the memory of this almost-love is both a source of life and a consuming void. The song captures the essence of longing, regret, and the haunting nature of a love that was so close yet remains forever out of reach.