Deai machi
THE ORAL CIGARETTES
The Bittersweet Dance of Love and Longing in 'Deai machi'
THE ORAL CIGARETTES' song 'Deai machi' delves into the complex emotions of love, longing, and the bittersweet nature of human connections. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a relationship where the protagonist is deeply engrossed in their partner's presence, almost to the point of losing themselves. The opening lines, 'ずっとわたしのほうをみつめてる / あなたのしせん ほら かおりにとけてなくなりそう,' suggest an intense gaze and a sense of dissolving into the partner's essence, highlighting the depth of their emotional connection.
As the song progresses, it explores the idea of filling the void in the partner's heart, even if it means embracing a superficial love. The lines 'みかけの / あいがあれば それでいい / すこしでもあなたの / こころのすきまをうめれたら' reflect a willingness to accept any form of love, as long as it brings some solace to the partner. This sentiment is further emphasized in the chorus, where the protagonist wishes to be enveloped in their partner's love, even if it means numbing their own pain: 'ゆめならば ゆめならば / あなたのあいでむねをさして / うれいもさ うれいもさ / もうかんじないからだにして.'
The song also touches on the theme of memory and the fleeting nature of moments shared together. The protagonist questions whether their partner remembers the sweet words spoken earlier and laments the possibility of those moments being shared with someone else. Despite the uncertainty and the 'ゆがんだあい' (distorted love), there is a persistent hope for future encounters and a desire to continue meeting in the same place. The closing lines, 'これからは これあらは / このばしょであなたと / まちあわせをするのさ,' encapsulate this longing for continuity and the hope that their paths will cross again.
'Deai machi' is a poignant exploration of love's complexities, capturing the delicate balance between joy and sorrow, presence and absence, and the enduring hope that keeps relationships alive despite their imperfections.