Wall Of Eyes
The Smile
The Unseen Struggles Behind the 'Wall Of Eyes'
The Smile's 'Wall Of Eyes' delves into the themes of self-perception, societal pressure, and the relentless pursuit of worthiness. The song opens with the imagery of being 'down a peg or two,' suggesting a fall from grace or a humbling experience. The 'wall of eyes' symbolizes the constant scrutiny and judgment from others, creating a barrier that distorts one's self-image. The repeated question, 'Is that still you?' reflects the internal conflict and identity crisis that arises from living under such intense observation.
The chorus, with its repetitive 'I try, but it don't go away,' emphasizes the persistent nature of these struggles. Despite efforts to overcome or ignore the pressures, they remain ever-present. This repetition mirrors the cyclical nature of self-doubt and the feeling of being trapped in an unending loop of trying to meet external expectations. The use of 'one, two, three, four, five' as a counting mechanism adds a rhythmic, almost hypnotic quality, reinforcing the idea of being stuck in a repetitive cycle.
The second verse shifts focus to societal themes, raising a toast 'to what we don't deserve' and highlighting the disparity between wealth and worthiness. The mention of being 'so rich and white' critiques the privilege and entitlement often associated with these attributes. The 'grains of sand slipping through our hands' metaphorically represents the fleeting nature of time and the elusive pursuit of true value and meaning. The song's conclusion, with its return to the questioning of identity and the hollow, black-and-white eyes, leaves the listener contemplating the impact of societal pressures on personal identity and the struggle to maintain one's true self amidst it all.