Big Blind

In 'Big Blind,' The Story So Far delves into the complexities of a relationship fraught with miscommunication and emotional disarray. The song uses poker metaphors to illustrate the dynamics between the two individuals involved. The 'small blind' and 'big blind' references signify the stakes and risks inherent in their relationship. The narrator acknowledges their familiarity with solitude and the struggle to work things out, indicating a sense of isolation even when in a relationship. The line 'I will stack the deck 'cause I know the dealer' suggests a desire to control the situation, yet it also hints at the futility of such efforts when both parties are not on the same page.

The recurring theme of being on 'different pages' underscores the disconnect between the narrator and their partner. Despite their efforts to bridge the gap, they remain emotionally distant. The imagery of 'putting up hearts' and 'both my aces' symbolizes the attempts to invest emotionally and strategically in the relationship. However, the repeated acknowledgment that they are 'still on different pages' highlights the persistent misalignment in their intentions and feelings. This emotional dissonance leads to a sense of falling apart, as expressed in the lines 'Spill out everywhere I can't keep from falling apart.'

The song also touches on the flawed intentions from the start, suggesting that the foundation of the relationship was shaky. The narrator's admission that 'though I wanted you my intent was flawed from the start' reveals a self-awareness of their own shortcomings and the inherent issues that plagued the relationship. This introspection adds depth to the song, making it not just a lament about a failed relationship but also a reflection on personal growth and understanding. The Story So Far's emotive delivery and poignant lyrics make 'Big Blind' a compelling exploration of love, miscommunication, and the challenges of aligning hearts and minds.