Faith (Live)

In 'Faith (Live),' The Weeknd delves deep into the tumultuous and often dark aspects of his life, exploring themes of addiction, self-destruction, and the loss of faith. The song opens with a vivid depiction of substance abuse, where lighting a blunt and using cocaine are portrayed as coping mechanisms for his lost faith. The use of drugs like Molly and references to 'purple rain' symbolize an attempt to escape pain and reality, leading to a state where his mind is 'outta place.' This chaotic mental state is a direct result of his disillusionment and the void left by his lost faith.

The chorus reveals the depth of his emotional turmoil, as he feels everything intensely, from his body to his soul. The most poignant moments of his despair come when he's 'coming down,' highlighting the loneliness and isolation that accompany his substance abuse. The lyrics 'I've been sober for a year, now it's time for me to go back to my old ways' reflect a relapse, a return to destructive habits despite previous attempts at sobriety. This relapse is accompanied by a sense of betrayal, both to himself and to others, as he admits to lying about being a better man.

The Weeknd's struggle with his demons is further emphasized in the lines about choosing Vegas over Heaven's gate, symbolizing a preference for earthly pleasures and vices over spiritual salvation. The desire for a partner to 'OD right beside me' and 'hold me while I'm smilin', while I'm dyin'' underscores a deep need for connection, even in the face of death. The repeated refrain of losing his religion and the unkind passage of time reflects a profound existential crisis. When he looks in the mirror, he sees someone he loves, yet this love is tainted by the loss of faith and the relentless passage of time, leaving him in a state of perpetual inner conflict.