Freckles

What am I gonna do if I can't get through
Counting all these freckles in my life
It's just a waste of time
And there's no finishing line

How am I gonna do if I cannot get you
To listen to the dreams that we could fulfill
Can't get them outta my head
I want to knock them right down the stairs

I check the stars but there's no sign
Venus to Mars there's no line, baby
I could be happy if you still loved me

Still your memory's clear, always here
Deep inside my heart
I want you back to come and feed my appetite
Another lonley night, it's a fight
Why aren't you around
I am all alone thinking here, my eyes fill with fear
It's my life why are you not here

I'm counting and repairing this is really my character
It was a waste of my time and so the love was all mine
I got my left ear pierced the pain was all in a day
I gotta pay the stories can't laugh away

It was a weight on my heart
Got my left ear pierced it was so hard, hey
I could be happy if you still loved me, loved me

While I count away the number of freckles on my face
Holding my teddy bear the pain won't go away
As he smiles at me the memories are keeping at my bay
Can't get them outta here, your tears I cannot see
It's my life why are you not here