Sainou (TK Side)

TK from Ling Tosite Sigure is known for his intense and emotionally charged music, and 'Sainou (TK Side)' is no exception. The song delves deep into the internal conflict of the protagonist, who grapples with feelings of guilt, love, and the desire for redemption. The opening lines, 'Chi-darake no sekai wa boku no sei darō?' (Is this blood-stained world my fault?), set the tone for a narrative filled with self-blame and existential questioning. The protagonist is torn between their destructive tendencies and their yearning to protect and love someone dear to them.

The recurring imagery of blood and knives, such as 'Sasatta naifu-goshi ni dance dance dance dance' (Dancing with a knife stuck in my waist), symbolizes the pain and violence that the protagonist feels both internally and externally. This metaphorical dance with a knife highlights the struggle between life and death, good and evil, and the protagonist's own dual nature. The line 'Marude akuma' (Like a demon) further emphasizes this internal battle, suggesting that the protagonist sees themselves as a monstrous figure, capable of both harm and protection.

Despite the dark themes, there is a glimmer of hope and resilience. The protagonist declares, 'Mō nanimo ushinaitaku wa nai' (I don't want to lose anything anymore) and 'Kimi o mamorunara kaibutsu de ī yo seigi ja naku te mo' (If I can protect you, it's okay to be a monster, even if it's not justice). These lines reveal a willingness to embrace their darker side if it means safeguarding their loved one. The song ends on a poignant note with the repeated question, 'Mada koroshite ī no? Mada ikite ī no?' (Is it still okay to kill? Is it still okay to live?), encapsulating the protagonist's ongoing struggle for redemption and the hope for a future where their loved one can smile again.