My Side

Tom Speight's song 'My Side' delves into the emotional turmoil of a relationship on the brink of collapse. The lyrics paint a picture of a protagonist who is grappling with the impending departure of their partner. The repeated line 'Baby's gonna leave tonight' sets the tone for the song, indicating a sense of inevitability and loss. The protagonist feels a part of themselves being taken away, highlighting the deep emotional connection they have with their partner. This sense of loss is compounded by the realization that their partner has been waiting a long time to 'turn them on,' suggesting a lack of fulfillment or connection in the relationship.

The chorus, with its repetitive 'My, my, my' and 'Why, why, why,' captures the protagonist's confusion and desperation. The contrast between waking up in the morning and passing out in the evening symbolizes the cyclical nature of their emotional struggle. The line 'When every in between is a goodbye' underscores the constant sense of parting and the protagonist's futile attempts to keep their partner by their side. This repetition emphasizes the emotional exhaustion and the relentless effort to salvage the relationship.

The song also touches on themes of self-doubt and uncertainty about love. The protagonist admits, 'I don't even know what love's about,' reflecting a deep-seated confusion and insecurity. This line, coupled with the imagery of a 'broke down farm' and a 'broken song,' suggests a sense of decay and hopelessness. Despite these feelings, the protagonist continues to try to 'get you on my side,' indicating a persistent, albeit possibly misguided, hope. Tom Speight's poignant lyrics and melancholic melody create a powerful narrative of love, loss, and the struggle for connection.