Freaking Out

Tom Walker's 'Freaking Out' delves into the internal turmoil of dealing with social anxiety and the pressure to conform to societal expectations. The song opens with the protagonist at a party, a setting that should be enjoyable but instead feels isolating. Despite being surrounded by people and even receiving attention from someone attractive, the protagonist's mind is elsewhere, yearning for the comfort of home. This juxtaposition highlights the disconnect between external appearances and internal feelings.

The chorus reveals the core of the protagonist's struggle: a constant battle with anxiety. The repeated line, 'there's always a part of me that's freakin' out,' underscores the persistent nature of these feelings. The protagonist wishes to be more carefree and less 'uptight,' but the weight of their anxieties makes this difficult. This sentiment is relatable to many who feel overwhelmed by social situations and wish they could adopt a more relaxed attitude.

Walker also touches on the theme of self-blame and the desire for understanding. The line 'Baby, don't blame me, blame the ADHD, but I was never diagnosed' suggests a search for reasons behind the protagonist's behavior, even if they are not officially recognized. This adds a layer of complexity to the narrative, as it speaks to the broader issue of mental health and the challenges of navigating it without proper support or diagnosis. The song's repeated wish to be 'a little more like whatever' encapsulates the longing for a simpler, less burdened existence, making 'Freaking Out' a poignant exploration of the struggles with anxiety and societal pressures.