Anata Ni Lonely

Tomoko Aran's song 'Anata Ni Lonely' delves into the complex emotions of unrequited love and the loneliness that accompanies it. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a Saturday night where the protagonist is trying to relax and enjoy the evening, but is constantly preoccupied with thoughts of a romantic interest. The setting is intimate, with the protagonist loosening their tie and sinking into a sofa, trying to engage in light-hearted conversation. However, the half-moon light outside the window symbolizes the incomplete and unfulfilled nature of their feelings.

The chorus reveals the depth of the protagonist's loneliness and longing. Despite being in the presence of the person they care about, they feel an overwhelming sense of sadness because their feelings are not reciprocated. The protagonist wishes for the other person to make the first move, to break the silence and acknowledge the romantic tension between them. This unspoken desire is a source of inner turmoil, as they fear rejection and the potential loss of the friendship they currently have.

The song also touches on the protagonist's vulnerability and the facade they maintain to avoid being hurt. They organize a party as an excuse to spend time with their love interest, only to find themselves alone with them, which heightens their anxiety. The protagonist's internal struggle is palpable as they grapple with their feelings, wanting to express their love but being held back by fear of rejection and the desire to maintain their current relationship. 'Anata Ni Lonely' captures the bittersweet essence of unspoken love and the loneliness that can exist even in the company of others.