Wings For Marie (Part 1)

“Wings For Marie (Part 1)” by Tool is a deeply emotional and introspective song that delves into themes of loss, faith, and the profound impact of a loved one. The lyrics are a tribute to the artist's mother, Judith Marie, who passed away after a long battle with illness. The song is a poignant reflection on her unwavering faith and the strength she exhibited throughout her life, despite the challenges she faced.

The opening lines, “You believed in movements none could see / You believed in me,” highlight the mother’s deep faith and belief in things beyond the physical realm, as well as her belief in her son. This sets the tone for the song, emphasizing her spiritual strength and the inspiration she provided. The lyrics describe her as a “passionate spirit, uncompromised / Boundless, and open a light in your eyes,” painting a picture of a woman who was full of life and energy, yet was eventually “immobilized” by her illness.

The song also explores the artist's feelings of guilt and unworthiness, as he questions, “What have I done to be a son to an angel? / What have I done to be worthy?” This reflects a common sentiment among those who have lost a loved one, feeling undeserving of their love and sacrifice. The imagery of “daylight dims leaving cold fluorescents” conveys the cold, harsh reality of her absence, making it difficult for him to see her in the same light as before. The artist’s plea for forgiveness for his “selfish question” underscores his internal struggle with grief and the need for closure.

In the final lines, the artist acknowledges his mother’s integrity and the impact she had on his life, stating, “She never told a lie, well might have told a lie / But never lived one / Didn't have a life / But surely saved one.” This is a powerful testament to her character and the sacrifices she made. The concluding line, “Now it's time for us to let you go,” signifies the painful yet necessary process of letting go and finding peace after her passing.