Thinking About You (Frank Ocean) (feat. Angie Girl)
Tori Kelly
Eternal Longing: A Journey Through Love and Memory
Tori Kelly's rendition of 'Thinking About You (Frank Ocean) (feat. Angie Girl)' is a poignant exploration of love, memory, and longing. The song opens with a vivid metaphor, 'A tornado flew around my room before you came,' which sets the stage for the emotional turbulence that follows. This line, coupled with the mention of unusual weather in typically dry regions like Southern California and Arizona, symbolizes the unexpected and overwhelming nature of the emotions the singer is experiencing. The tears that 'bawl' despite the singer's claim that their eyes don't shed tears further emphasize the depth of their feelings.
The chorus reveals the central theme of the song: the singer's persistent thoughts about a past lover. The repeated question, 'Do you think about me still?' highlights the uncertainty and vulnerability that come with unrequited or unresolved love. The singer's contemplation of 'forever' suggests a desire for a lasting connection, contrasting with the uncertainty of whether the other person shares the same sentiment. This tension between longing and doubt is a recurring motif throughout the song.
In the second verse, the singer's attempt to downplay their feelings ('No, I don’t like you, I just thought you were cool enough to kick it') is juxtaposed with grandiose, almost fantastical imagery like owning a beach house in Idaho and a fighter jet. These hyperbolic statements serve to mask the true depth of their emotions, revealing a struggle between vulnerability and pride. The final verse brings a sense of nostalgia and acceptance, as the singer acknowledges the lasting impact of their first love. The imagery of the road turning 'from color to black and white' suggests a journey from vibrant, youthful passion to a more subdued, mature understanding of love.
Tori Kelly's soulful delivery, combined with the evocative lyrics, creates a powerful narrative of love's enduring impact. The song captures the essence of longing and the bittersweet nature of memories that linger long after a relationship has ended.