Hard Time With The Truth

Sat down in that chair
To get a little off the top
Starting out the window
Of this old barbershop
I was deep in my memory
Everything on recall

Thumbing through the slides of
What chose to stick around
It's funny what you remember
And who you let down
The challenge is believing that
You wouldn't change a thing

Oh, it ain't nothing new
I'm just having a hard time with the truth

That hand full of all nighters, too many goodbyes
Remember when the brakes went out on 95
Maybe its all random or maybe
It's by design

Uncle Tommy's old blazer, flips on the trampoline
Feeding my own ego, 'cause big scenes
I thing it might be time
To finally let it all go (let it all go)

It ain't nothing new
Oh, it ain't nothing new
I'm just having a hard time with the truth

Yeah, it's blowing my mind
That I made it out alive
And I still here sing to you
It's just messing with my head
That I probably would be dead
Had I paid for the sins of my youth

Oh, it ain't nothing new
I'm just having a hard time with the truth

Yeah! Yeah!

That brush across my neck
Brought me outta my haze
And back into the moment
Hey, son! Whatcha think?
Thank you, mister
Thank you for your time

With all this reminiscing you
Know a drink sure'd be nice
There's a bar next door not a person in sight
Maybe this time I can have just one and be trought

Yeah! But that thought ain't nothing new
It's just right now
I'm having a hard time with the truth