Gaslight

Travis's song 'Gaslight' delves into the emotional and psychological impact of manipulation, specifically referencing the term 'gaslighting,' which describes a form of psychological abuse where the victim is made to doubt their own reality. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of the confusion and distress experienced by someone who feels ignored and belittled. The opening lines, 'Is there something wrong with me? / 'Cause I feel you’re ignoring me,' set the tone for the song, highlighting the self-doubt and isolation that often accompany such manipulation.

The recurring mention of 'Gaslight' in the chorus underscores the persistent and invasive nature of this psychological abuse. The protagonist's struggle is evident as they oscillate between moments of clarity and doubt, captured in lines like 'Oh, I’ll be doing fine until you shine / Gaslight.' This suggests that the abuser's presence or actions trigger a relapse into confusion and self-doubt. The imagery of 'Golden showers on my head / Rainbows missing presumed dead' further emphasizes the loss of joy and the overshadowing of positive experiences by the manipulative behavior.

The song also touches on the physical and emotional toll of long-term manipulation, with references to 'Poison on an IV drip' and 'Fourteen years so sick of it.' These lines convey a sense of prolonged suffering and the draining effect of constant psychological abuse. The protagonist's eventual realization and decision to break free are hinted at in the lines 'The spell is broken,' indicating a moment of empowerment and clarity. However, the lingering effects of the abuse are evident in the repeated refrain, 'Always on my mind until you shine / Gaslight,' suggesting that the scars of manipulation are not easily forgotten.