Makes Me Wanna Die

Tricky's song "Makes Me Wanna Die" delves into the complex and often dark emotions tied to a tumultuous relationship. The lyrics, sung by Martine, convey a sense of deep infatuation and despair. The repeated line, "She makes me wanna die," suggests a love so intense that it borders on self-destructive. This is a common theme in Tricky's work, where love and pain are often intertwined, reflecting the artist's own turbulent experiences and emotions.

The song also touches on themes of change and transformation. The lines "Says if I change my stride / Then I'll fly" imply that the protagonist believes that altering their behavior or perspective could lead to a form of liberation or transcendence. However, this change is tied to the influence of the person they are infatuated with, indicating a loss of self in the process. The imagery of flying suggests a desire for escape or freedom, but it is juxtaposed with the destructive desire to die, creating a tension between hope and despair.

Cultural and existential references are woven throughout the song. The mention of "psychic pollution" and "walking on the moon" evokes a sense of disorientation and alienation. The lyrics also critique the protagonist's insignificance in the grand scheme of the universe, highlighting a struggle with self-worth and identity. Tricky's use of irony, particularly in the line "You know it's ironic smoking hydroponic," adds a layer of complexity, suggesting that the protagonist's attempts to find solace or meaning are ultimately futile. This blend of personal anguish and broader existential themes is characteristic of Tricky's style, making "Makes Me Wanna Die" a poignant exploration of the darker sides of love and existence.