I Don't Wanna Be Blind

Turnstile's song 'I Don't Wanna Be Blind' delves into the internal conflict between facing harsh realities and the desire to escape from them. The lyrics open with a sense of entrapment, as the singer mentions having 'something in the way' and 'losing hold on reality.' This suggests a struggle with mental or emotional barriers that prevent the singer from fully engaging with the world around them. The line 'I'll die slow if I can't escape' underscores the urgency and desperation to break free from these constraints.

The recurring phrase 'Knocked out when you’re around' introduces a dynamic where the presence of another person has a significant impact on the singer. This could imply that the person either exacerbates the singer's struggles or provides a temporary escape from them. The duality of this relationship is further explored in the lines 'When I close my eyes it's fine, and I don't wanna be hurt, but I don't wanna be blind.' Here, the singer acknowledges that while closing their eyes (or avoiding reality) offers temporary relief, it also comes with the risk of remaining ignorant or 'blind' to important truths.

The repeated declaration 'I don't wanna be blind' serves as a powerful refrain, emphasizing the singer's desire to remain aware and conscious despite the pain it may bring. This internal battle between awareness and avoidance is a central theme of the song, reflecting a broader human experience of grappling with difficult truths while seeking comfort and escape. Turnstile's raw and emotive delivery amplifies the intensity of this struggle, making 'I Don't Wanna Be Blind' a poignant exploration of the complexities of mental and emotional resilience.