Hard to Tell

In 'Hard To Tell,' $uicideBoy$ delve into themes of despair, violence, and existential dread, painting a grim picture of their inner turmoil and the harsh realities they face. The song opens with a stark reference to the Virginia Tech shooting, immediately setting a tone of intense aggression and chaos. The mention of a 'chopper' and 'dynamite around my vest' further emphasizes a sense of impending destruction and self-destructive tendencies. The artists identify themselves as 'G59 terrorists,' a nod to their record label, G*59 Records, and their rebellious, anti-establishment persona.

The lyrics continue to explore themes of nihilism and detachment, with lines like 'Keep throwing threats and I'll keep yawning' and 'Light my cigarette, you just keep on talking.' This nonchalant attitude towards threats and violence suggests a deep-seated numbness and desensitization to the chaos around them. The reference to New Orleans as 'Vietnam' highlights the warzone-like environment they perceive their hometown to be, further underscoring the sense of constant danger and death.

As the song progresses, the focus shifts to personal struggles with addiction and self-worth. The imagery of 'two empty pill bottles' and the inability to 'call my plug no more' speaks to a dependency on substances to cope with their pain. The repeated phrase 'fuck it' reflects a sense of resignation and acceptance of their fate, while the lines 'You'll never put me down more than I have' and 'Fake fucking smile with the knife in my back' reveal a deep-seated self-loathing and betrayal. The song ultimately serves as a raw and unfiltered glimpse into the minds of $uicideBoy$, capturing their struggles with mental health, addiction, and the harsh realities of their environment.