Memoirs Of a Gorilla

In 'Memoirs Of a Gorilla,' $uicideBoy$ delve into the gritty and perilous life of the streets, painting a vivid picture of survival and the harsh realities faced by those entrenched in urban decay. The song opens with a stark image of 'Serpents of Death crawling under your skin,' setting a tone of danger and constant threat. This metaphor suggests the omnipresent risks and the inevitability of violence in their environment. The artists describe their ability to navigate these treacherous terrains without protection, highlighting their resilience and street smarts.

The lyrics also touch on themes of loyalty and betrayal, with lines like 'Better watch your side that you picking' and 'Snakes start hissing.' These references to snakes and hissing symbolize deceit and the ever-present danger of being double-crossed. The mention of 'Scarecrow' and 'dope game from my uncle' indicates a generational cycle of drug dealing and crime, suggesting that these patterns are deeply ingrained and difficult to escape. The preference for drugs over relationships further underscores a life where survival and coping mechanisms take precedence over personal connections.

Ruby's verses introduce a sense of elevation and transformation, with phrases like 'Ruby leveled up' and 'Ruby gon' global.' This shift signifies a move towards greater power and influence, yet it is not without its own set of challenges. The imagery of 'wrestling several devils in the 7th Ward' and 'engulfed in flames, engulfed in blood' conveys a continuous struggle against inner demons and external adversaries. The song concludes with a somber reflection on self-destruction and the remnants of a violent life, encapsulated in the line 'all that remains is the blood stains.' This haunting ending leaves listeners contemplating the cyclical nature of violence and the heavy toll it takes on individuals and communities alike.