Futon

In 'Futon,' Üla delves into the emotional turmoil of unrequited love and the longing for a deeper connection. The song's protagonist is caught in a painful cycle of noticing their love interest's attention being directed towards someone else. This creates a sense of inadequacy and self-doubt, as reflected in the lines, 'Am I not enough? Do I even matter?' The protagonist's feelings of being overlooked and undervalued are palpable, highlighting the universal experience of yearning for someone who doesn't reciprocate those feelings.

The chorus of the song offers a glimmer of hope and a plea for the love interest to reconsider their choices. The protagonist believes that they can offer a better, more genuine relationship, as suggested by the lines, 'I can make it better if you hold on. We could be together for like so long.' The imagery of 'sleeping in your sweater on my futon' evokes a sense of intimacy and comfort, contrasting sharply with the loneliness and isolation felt throughout the rest of the song. This juxtaposition underscores the protagonist's desire for a simple, yet meaningful connection.

Üla also touches on the theme of social exclusion and the impact of modern technology on relationships. The protagonist feels left out and disconnected, as seen in the lines, 'Left on read. Saw you're at that party with your fake ass friends.' The act of 'slowly scrolling down on my phone' while being alone in bed captures the modern-day experience of feeling isolated despite being constantly connected. This adds another layer to the song, making it not just about unrequited love, but also about the broader experience of feeling alienated in a digitally connected world.