Cry Yourself To Sleep

Vaboh's song 'Cry Yourself To Sleep' delves into the complexities of a troubled relationship, where the protagonist acknowledges his own shortcomings and the inevitable pain that comes with it. The repeated plea for the girl to 'run far away' underscores a sense of self-awareness and a desire to protect her from further emotional harm. This sentiment is reinforced by the line 'I don't wanna fucking see you cry to sleep,' which highlights the protagonist's reluctance to witness the suffering he feels responsible for causing.

The lyrics also explore themes of emotional numbness and existential disillusionment. The protagonist describes feeling 'numb after the party,' suggesting a sense of emptiness and disconnection from the world around him. This is further emphasized by the line 'my soul is fucked up baby, maybe I just ain't made for this world,' indicating a deep-seated sense of not belonging. The mention of the girl's behavior—'you're texting me, you're sexting anyone who makes you feel alright'—adds another layer of complexity, portraying her as someone who is also struggling with her own issues and seeking temporary solace in fleeting connections.

The song's raw and candid lyrics paint a vivid picture of two individuals grappling with their inner demons. The repeated line 'I guess your makeup covers up your sadness when you wanna die' serves as a poignant metaphor for the facade people often put on to hide their true feelings. The protagonist's acknowledgment that 'anyone could love you better than me' is a moment of painful honesty, recognizing that he is not the right person for her despite his feelings. This song is a powerful exploration of the emotional turmoil that comes with recognizing one's own limitations and the difficult decision to let go for the sake of the other's well-being.