On Hold

In 'On Hold,' Vacations delves into the complexities of unexpressed emotions and the consequences of keeping feelings hidden. The song opens with the acknowledgment that these feelings were 'overdue,' suggesting that the emotions have been suppressed for a significant amount of time. The lyrics 'Kept out of sight from the foreground' indicate that these emotions were intentionally pushed aside, perhaps due to fear or uncertainty. This sets the stage for a narrative about missed opportunities and the internal struggle of dealing with unspoken truths.

The repeated lines 'You didn't want this, you never meant this' highlight a sense of regret and unintended consequences. It suggests that the person never intended to find themselves in this emotional predicament. The chorus, 'What were you waiting for? You kept yourself on hold for too long,' serves as a poignant reminder of the dangers of procrastination and emotional avoidance. It questions the rationale behind delaying important emotional decisions and the toll it takes on one's well-being.

The song also touches on the theme of realization and self-awareness. The lines 'Nothing was really there, you just stood and stared' and 'Suddenly it hits and you realize' capture the moment of clarity when one understands the emptiness of their situation. This realization is often accompanied by a sense of loss and the recognition of what could have been. The song's melancholic tone and introspective lyrics make it a powerful exploration of the emotional consequences of putting one's feelings 'on hold.'