Cuando No Estabas

Vanesa Martín's song 'Cuando No Estabas' delves into the emotional turmoil and eventual joy of reconnecting with a lost love. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of the protagonist's life during the absence of their significant other, marked by a sense of emptiness and longing. The phrase 'una vida en blanco y negro' (a life in black and white) metaphorically represents the dull and colorless existence without the loved one, emphasizing the depth of their emotional void.

The song also explores the complexity of human emotions and relationships. The protagonist admits to feeling fear and apprehension about rekindling the relationship, having already endured the pain of separation once. This fear is juxtaposed with the intense desire to reconnect and not repeat past mistakes. The lyrics 'extrañarte era mi oficio' (missing you was my job) and 'no pensarte, una locura' (not thinking of you, madness) highlight the obsessive nature of their longing, making it clear that the absence was a period of significant emotional struggle.

As the song progresses, the tone shifts from sorrow to hope and determination. The protagonist expresses a strong desire to rebuild the relationship, to 'volver a ser los locos que no vuelvan a olvidarse' (be the crazy ones who never forget each other again). This line signifies a commitment to cherish and maintain the relationship, avoiding the mistakes that led to their previous separation. The song concludes with a plea to never relive the 'tortura' (torture) of being apart, encapsulating the profound impact of their reunion and the hope for a more stable and loving future together.