April Fools

Velvetears' song 'April Fools' delves into the complexities of love, self-worth, and emotional vulnerability. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person grappling with their own insecurities while trying to maintain a relationship. The opening lines, 'I have a heart, but it's not on my sleeve / I wear apologies from everyone who leaves,' suggest a history of emotional wounds and a guarded heart. The protagonist feels like a 'piece of shit,' questioning why their partner stays with them despite their perceived flaws.

The recurring theme of 'seven months' signifies a significant period in the relationship, marking a time when the protagonist began to care more about their partner than themselves. This shift in focus highlights the depth of their emotional investment and the pressure they feel to meet their partner's expectations. The lines 'Do you even see how hard it gets? / I swear I'm trying, but I will give it all up if you leave' underscore the protagonist's desperation and fear of abandonment.

The song also touches on dreams and aspirations, with the mention of getting a house in the hills and working hard for a better future. However, there's a sense of disillusionment as the protagonist acknowledges that 'dreamers are broke / And lovers are blind.' Despite this, they find solace in their partner's presence, feeling 'okay with being me' because of their support. 'April Fools' is a poignant exploration of the delicate balance between love, self-worth, and the fear of losing oneself in a relationship.