Glass Half Empty

All my life
Been waging war in my mind
Been waiting for something right
Been praying for Sun to shine

Apathy a friend and my enemy
Another blind, visionary
I never cry, but I bleed

Tell me what does it feel like
To feel anything again
I know that it takes time
But this never ends
And I'm starting to realize
The glass half empty has been
Just a way to be baptized
In the taste of your own medicine

Don't tell mom
Tell her it's just a song
And tell her I'm holding on
I'm sorry I missed her call
What if this wasn't what I wanted
Can I return the life I've started
26 years and I'm еxhausted
I guess we'rе calling this an artist

Tell me what does it feel like
To feel anything again
I know that it takes time
But this never ends
And I'm starting to realize
The glass half empty has been
Just a way to be baptized
In the taste of your own medicine

And I call it a cry for help
But you call it a chorus
But as long as these records sell
I guess we just ignore it
I guess we just ignore it

Tell me what does it feel like
To feel anything again
I know that it takes time
But this never ends
And I'm starting to realize
The glass half empty has been
Just a way to be baptized
In the taste of your own medicine

All my life
Been wagin' war in my mind
Been waiting for something right
Been prayin' for Sun to shine

Apathy a friend and my enemy
Another blind, visionary
I never cry, but I bleed

Tell me what does it feel like
To feel anything again
I know that it takes time
But this never ends
And I'm starting to realize
The glass half empty has been
Just a way to be baptized
In the taste of your own medicine