Melatonin 130

Wilbur Soot's 'Melatonin 130' delves into the complex and often painful experience of living with anxiety and the struggle to find effective coping mechanisms. The song opens with a stark admission that common remedies like melatonin and valium are no longer effective, highlighting the relentless nature of anxiety. The mention of cortisol, a stress hormone, underscores the physiological impact of anxiety, while the desire to teleport to a peaceful place or a comforting embrace reveals a longing for escape and solace. This sets the stage for a narrative that is both deeply personal and universally relatable.

The lyrics further explore the frustration of ineffective treatments and the realization that anxiety is a symptom rather than the root cause of deeper issues. The reference to beta-blockers and breathing exercises that 'don't do fuck-all' reflects a sense of hopelessness and the ongoing search for relief. Despite these struggles, there is a poignant declaration of commitment to a loved one, promising to stay together 'until our bones grow old.' This juxtaposition of enduring love and persistent misery paints a vivid picture of the duality of human experience—where joy and suffering coexist.

The song also touches on themes of self-sabotage and societal pressures. The line 'why the fuck do I still self-sabotage when I'm finally happy' captures the internal conflict many face when they undermine their own happiness. The lyrics suggest a cynical view of societal expectations, with everyone 'hoping to God you're failing' and the notion that 'nothing around here fucking works.' This reflects a broader commentary on the disillusionment with societal norms and the corporate world. Ultimately, 'Melatonin 130' is a raw and honest exploration of mental health, love, and the human condition, wrapped in Wilbur Soot's signature introspective style.