Trying Not To Think About It

Wilbur Soot's song "Trying Not To Think About It" delves into the complex emotions surrounding a failed relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of regret, introspection, and the realization of lost opportunities. The song begins with the acknowledgment of the end of a relationship, emphasizing the finality with phrases like "not tomorrow, not the next day, not any day." This sets the tone for a journey through the singer's reflections on what went wrong and what could have been done differently. The mention of caring during sickness and the one-sided nature of the relationship highlights the imbalance and the singer's late realization of their partner's efforts.

The second verse shifts to a more personal introspection, where the singer admits to never being one for romance or considering a shared life. This self-awareness is juxtaposed with the metaphor of a stained-glass window, symbolizing the fragmented and colorful yet ultimately incomplete view of life and relationships. The horizon, once just a background for a phone, now represents missed opportunities and unfulfilled potential. The repeated line "It should've been you" underscores the regret and the recognition of the partner's constant yet undiscovered presence.

In the final verse, the singer expresses a desire for change and growth, symbolized by waking up early and watching the sunrise. The mention of calling their mother and dreaming of a better future indicates a longing for connection and a more meaningful life. The imagery of a coyote lying in the shade evokes a sense of peace and reflection. The repeated lines about kicking, slapping, and stitching the mind together suggest a desire for mutual healing and support that was never realized. The song concludes with the poignant realization of loss, encapsulated in the line "So this is how I lose you," leaving the listener with a sense of melancholy and contemplation.