I / Me / Myself (Demo 2018)

Will Wood and the Tapeworms' song 'I / Me / Myself (Demo 2018)' delves deep into the complexities of identity, self-perception, and the yearning for acceptance. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with their sense of self, fluctuating between feelings of lightheadedness and lightheartedness as they navigate their physical and emotional transformations. The recurring theme of weight and appearance underscores the protagonist's struggle with body image and societal expectations.

The song's protagonist expresses a desire to be seen and accepted, even if it means conforming to certain gender norms. Lines like 'I wish I could be a girl' and 'Am I pretty enough to lie to?' highlight the internal conflict between wanting to be true to oneself and the pressure to fit into a mold that others find acceptable. This longing for validation is further emphasized by the repeated questioning of their attractiveness and worthiness of love.

Cultural references to formaldehyde and self-objectification add layers of dark humor and irony to the song. The protagonist's wish to be '5 foot 5, weighing nine-nine, wearing thigh highs' and their plea to be objectified reflect a deep-seated self-loathing and a desperate need for external validation. The song's raw and unfiltered lyrics, combined with its haunting melody, create a powerful narrative about the pain of not fitting in and the lengths one might go to feel accepted in a 'big, big world.'

'I / Me / Myself (Demo 2018)' is a poignant exploration of the human condition, touching on themes of gender identity, self-worth, and the societal pressures that shape our perceptions of beauty and acceptance. Will Wood and the Tapeworms masterfully capture the internal turmoil of someone caught between their true self and the person they feel they need to be to gain love and acceptance.