I / Me / Myself (Demo 2018)

I've been feeling lightheaded
Since I've lost enough weight to fit back in my skin
Flower petals and feathers tether me to the ground
(Pound for pound)

Take my tea with formaldehyde for my feminine side since the day that I died
While I whittle my bones until I'm brittle
Am I pretty now?

For some reason I find myself caring what you think of me
And bared for any man who'd care to see

And you've got me thinking-
I wish I could be a girl
And that way you'd wish I could be your girlfriend boyfriend
Am I pretty enough to lie to?
(Oh-ah-oh)

I wish I could be a girl
And that way you'd wish I could be your girlfriend boyfriend
Just little old me in a big, big world
(Oh-ah-oh)

Little old me in a big world
I wish

I've been feeling lighthearted
Since I gained enough weight back to co-co-co-cover my bones
I get dressed up in shadows, one leg at a time
(We're so alike)

'Cause if the shoes fit then I won't try it on
You'll be walking out early
But the show must go on
No, I know that I'm wrong
But I love how you're on my side

For some reason I got myself caring what you do to me
And too confused to choose what I should be

And you've got me thinking-
I wish I could be a girl
And that way you'd wish I could be your girlfriend, boyfriend
Am I pretty enough to lie to you?
(Oh-ah-oh)

I wish I could be a girl
And that way you'd wish I could be your girlfriend, boyfriend
Just little old me in a big, big world
(Oh-ah-oh)

Little old me in a big world
I wish I was a girl

Lately I've been wishing I were 5 foot 5
Weighing nine-nine
Wearing thigh highs
I'll be your prosthetic
Meet your anesthetic criteria

Would you please objectify me?
I'm-a just-a hunk-a hunk
Of burning self-loathing
My evidence, my witness
When I'm caught breaking the laws of physics

I wish I could be a girl
And that way you'd wish I could be your girlfriend boyfriend
Am I pretty enough to love back?
No, not yet

I wish I could be a girl
And that way you'd wish you could kick my fucking teeth in
Just a little old me, am I pretty enough to fucking die?

Little old me in a big world
Well I would give you my whole world
Little old me in a big world
I wish

Big girls don't cry
Big girls don't you fucking cry

Fuck!