The Worst

Will Young's song 'The Worst' delves into the complexities of self-sabotage and the fear of vulnerability in relationships. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone who is acutely aware of their tendency to push people away and ruin potentially good things. The protagonist admits to finding problems in solutions and being the 'opposite of a romantic,' highlighting a deep-seated pessimism and a glass-half-empty outlook on life. This self-awareness is both a curse and a form of self-protection, as the individual struggles to let their guard down and embrace the possibility of happiness.

The recurring theme of drinking to avoid loneliness and only allowing strangers to hold them underscores a profound sense of isolation and mistrust. The protagonist's paranoia and hatred of uncertainty further complicate their ability to form meaningful connections. The lyrics 'Sometimes I drink so I don’t feel lonely, I only ever let strangers hold me' reveal a coping mechanism that ultimately leaves them feeling more disconnected. This behavior is a manifestation of their fear of getting hurt, leading them to preemptively sabotage relationships before they can even begin.

The chorus poses a poignant question: 'What if you’re the worst, what if this could hurt?' This line encapsulates the internal conflict between the desire for connection and the fear of pain. The protagonist contemplates cutting off their partner when they start feeling something, a clear indication of their struggle with vulnerability. However, there is also a glimmer of hope as they consider the possibility that their partner might be 'the best' and not a 'trainwreck like the rest.' This duality reflects the tension between hope and fear, and the ongoing battle to overcome self-sabotage and embrace love.