Como Si No Supiera
William Luna
The Pain of Pretense in Love
The song "Como Si No Supiera" by William Luna is a poignant portrayal of a person who is painfully aware of their partner's infidelity but chooses to feign ignorance. The lyrics express the inner turmoil of someone who is in love yet feels betrayed. The protagonist of the song sees through the lies and deceit, but for reasons tied to emotional dependency, they continue to endure the relationship. The repeated phrase 'como si no supiera' (as if I didn't know) underscores the theme of willful denial and the complexity of emotions in a relationship where love is intertwined with betrayal.
The song delves into the psychological aspect of why someone would choose to stay in such a situation. The line 'solo te soporto porque soy preso de tu carne' (I only tolerate you because I am a prisoner of your flesh) suggests a physical attachment that makes it difficult to break away, despite the emotional pain. This internal conflict is a common human experience, where logic and emotion are at odds, and the song captures this struggle vividly.
Ultimately, the song speaks to the hope of healing and moving on. The protagonist looks forward to a time when they can be free from the memories and find new love that might heal their wounds. However, there is a lingering sense of mistrust and the fear that they may never be able to trust someone again. The song is a raw and honest exploration of the darker side of love, where the knowledge of betrayal is a heavy burden to bear.