wanted (feat. Kamasi Washington)

In 'wanted,' WILLOW delves into the complex emotions of desire, doubt, and self-reflection. The song's repetitive lyrics emphasize a cyclical thought process, where the protagonist grapples with their initial desires and the subsequent questioning of those desires. The recurring lines 'I wanted to run, I wanted to go' suggest a strong urge to escape or change, but this is countered by the reflective 'But then I think back, the day that I said, that this what I wanted,' indicating a struggle between past decisions and present feelings.

The collaboration with Kamasi Washington adds a layer of depth to the song, with his jazz influences complementing WILLOW's introspective lyrics. The phrases 'Enchanted, Amazing, I'm infatuated' convey a sense of initial wonder and passion, which quickly turns into a fall 'from the stage and then into the basement.' This metaphorical descent represents the disillusionment and loss of grace that often follows the initial euphoria of new experiences or relationships.

As the song progresses, WILLOW's lyrics become more introspective and urgent. The lines 'Look in my mind, I'm not fine, I need to process this shit in my life' reveal a deep need for self-understanding and clarity. The repeated questioning 'Is this what I wanted?' underscores the uncertainty and inner turmoil that comes with realizing that what one thought they wanted may not align with their current reality. This song captures the essence of human vulnerability and the ongoing journey of self-discovery, making it a poignant reflection on the complexities of desire and fulfillment.