kamisori

The song 'kamisori' by ザアザア (Xaa-Xaa) delves into the harrowing experience of someone grappling with intense emotional pain and isolation. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person who resorts to self-harm as a means of coping with their overwhelming feelings. The repeated act of cutting their wrist with a razor ('kamisori o motte tekubi o kiri mashi ta') symbolizes their desperate attempt to find relief from their mental anguish. The emptiness in their mind ('atama no naka ga karappo ni nari mashi ta') reflects a state of numbness and despair, where they feel disconnected from the world around them.

The plea for help ('tasuke te dare ka ima sugu') is a poignant cry for someone to notice their suffering and offer support. However, their voice is drowned out by the laughter of others ('mawari no waraigoe ni kakikesare te iku'), highlighting the sense of being misunderstood and ignored. The recurring imagery of a room filled with their presence ('watashi de afureteru') and the red flowers ('akai akai akai hana ga sai ta') that bloom as a result of their actions serve as metaphors for the blood and pain that permeate their existence. These symbols underscore the cyclical nature of their struggle, where each day brings the same feelings of loneliness, anxiety, and fear ('kodoku fuan kyōfu').

The song also touches on the internal wounds that remain hidden from others ('kizuguchi wa mune no oku'), suggesting that the true depth of their pain is not visible to the outside world. The repetition of the act of self-harm and the vivid descriptions of their emotional state create a powerful narrative about the need for understanding and compassion. 'kamisori' is a raw and unflinching portrayal of the dark side of human emotions, urging listeners to recognize the signs of distress in those around them and to offer a helping hand before it's too late.