Paranoid

Xdinary Heroes' song 'Paranoid' delves deep into the psychological struggles of someone grappling with paranoia and self-doubt. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person who is unable to escape their own thoughts, feeling as though they are losing their mind. The repeated line 'I can't get you off my mind' suggests an obsessive fixation, while the reflection in the mirror that 'It's just not my face' indicates a disconnection from their own identity. This sense of alienation is further emphasized by the suspicion and mistrust towards others, as seen in the lines '누군갈 또 의심해' (I suspect someone again) and '아무도 난 믿지 못해' (I can't trust anyone).

The chorus amplifies the feeling of losing control, with the protagonist pleading to be left alone and expressing fear of their own thoughts. The phrase 'Maybe I'm just paranoid' is repeated, highlighting the internal conflict between recognizing their paranoia and being consumed by it. The lyrics '마치 내가 아닌 듯 난 변해 가' (I change as if I'm not myself) and 'What is in my brain?' reflect a deep fear of losing one's sense of self. This struggle is not just about external threats but also an internal battle against their own mind.

The bridge of the song introduces a glimmer of hope, with the lines 'You've killed my memories' and 'But I'm not gone, not gone.' This suggests a fight to retain their true self despite the overwhelming paranoia. The plea '내 모습 그대로 날 믿어 줘' (Believe in me as I am) is a cry for understanding and acceptance. The song concludes with a repetition of the chorus, reinforcing the cyclical nature of their thoughts and the ongoing struggle with paranoia. Xdinary Heroes effectively use their music to convey the intense emotional and psychological turmoil of living with paranoia, making 'Paranoid' a powerful and relatable anthem for those who have experienced similar feelings.