Abnormality Dancing Girl (アブノーマリティ・ダンシンガール) (Versión Español)

Xili's song "Abnormality Dancing Girl (アブノーマリティ・ダンシンガール) (Versión Español)" delves into the psyche of a student struggling with feelings of inadequacy and the relentless pursuit of recognition. The protagonist feels like an ordinary student who fails to stand out despite their efforts. This sense of failure and the constant comparison to others lead to a deep-seated despair, as they question their worth and purpose in a world that seems to reward only the exceptional.

The lyrics vividly describe the protagonist's internal battle, where their efforts are met with minimal rewards, leading to a sense of futility. The repeated plea to be seen and touched symbolizes a desperate need for validation and acknowledgment. The song portrays a descent into madness, where the protagonist's sanity is shattered by the relentless pursuit of excellence and the crushing weight of unmet expectations. The transformation into a 'new self' and the metaphor of becoming a butterfly signify a metamorphosis, albeit one born out of desperation and a fractured sense of self.

The song's climax reveals a tragic realization: the protagonist's quest for greatness has led to their own demise. The repeated self-deprecating term 'idiota' underscores the harsh self-judgment and the ultimate futility of their efforts. The final verses depict a haunting image of the protagonist dancing alone in their own grave, symbolizing a perpetual cycle of self-doubt and isolation. The song ends on a somber note, with the protagonist accepting their new, abnormal self, forever dancing in solitude.