I don't let go

XXXTENTACION's song 'I don't let go' delves into the complexities of emotional attachment and the struggle to move on. The recurring line 'Sometimes I don't let go' highlights the artist's internal battle with holding onto past experiences and emotions. This theme is further emphasized by the imagery of shining 'outta these walls,' suggesting a desire to break free from these emotional confines but finding it difficult to do so. The repetition of this line throughout the song underscores the persistent nature of these feelings.

The lyrics also touch on themes of jealousy and external judgment. The line 'He's mad 'cause of your hoes, watching from the outside' suggests a scenario where others are envious or critical of the artist's relationships and lifestyle. This external scrutiny adds another layer of pressure and complexity to the artist's emotional state. The mention of 'thoughts is fucking verified' and 'I'm on your thottie mind' indicates a sense of validation and attention from others, yet the artist remains conflicted, as he mentions having a wife and not wanting the attention from other women.

Musically, XXXTENTACION's style often blends raw emotion with a mix of rap and melodic elements, creating a unique sound that resonates with many listeners. The song's references to drug use and casual relationships ('She gettin’ smoked like a bong,' 'Shawty wanna swallow up the meat') reflect a lifestyle that is both hedonistic and self-destructive. These elements paint a picture of a young artist grappling with fame, personal relationships, and inner turmoil. The song's candid and unfiltered lyrics offer a glimpse into the artist's mind, making it a poignant piece that many can relate to on a personal level.