Let's Pretend We're Numb

XXXTENTACION's song 'Let's Pretend We're Numb' delves deep into the raw and unfiltered emotions that come with heartbreak and unspoken feelings. The song opens with a poignant advisory, urging listeners not to hide their true emotions. This sets the tone for the rest of the track, which is a candid exploration of the artist's inner turmoil and regret over a lost relationship. The lyrics emphasize the importance of being honest with oneself about one's feelings, as pretending to be okay can lead to further misery and emotional distress.

The verses reveal a complex mix of emotions, including jealousy, regret, and longing. XXXTENTACION expresses his pain and frustration over his ex-partner's new relationships, admitting that he still thinks about her constantly. He acknowledges his own mistakes, wishing he had been more attentive and caring. The line 'I should've held you close, should've kept you warm' highlights his regret and the sense of loss he feels. The imagery of 'ripping the wings off of my fuckin' angel' is a powerful metaphor for the damage he believes he has caused to someone he deeply cared about.

The song's closing lines, 'I'll forever be the elephant in the room, I'll always love you, I'm sorry,' encapsulate the lingering presence of unresolved emotions and the lasting impact of the relationship. The 'elephant in the room' metaphor suggests that the pain and love he feels will always be there, even if unspoken. This track is a raw and honest portrayal of the complexities of love, regret, and the struggle to move on while still holding onto deep-seated emotions.